I'm not dead, I'm not going to quit blogging and I probably won't stop talking about Z3 except I probably won't be going there anytime soon. I really am selling my TT bike. I'll get a new one if I race again, but I probably will see Sada or Piper start a race before I will. Under Armour said they'd continue to sponsor me because of my calves which isn't a joke. So if you have cankles or something close to pillow-like flesh below knee, keep working at it because you may one day have wonderful calves and a shoe sponsor since people go 'wow that is awesome' and then look at your shoes. So there is that.
So I'm not dead, though I sometimes wish I was right now but then again, I can't be dead and eat shepard's pie. I love that stuff. So I'll write more later.